All Delay is Divine: Trusting the Process

Have you ever thought this?

The more I try to plan, control, direct and influence my life and those of others around me, the worse everything gets. Sometimes I think I should just give up and just let everything go…

I can tell you that I was the original white knuckled control freak. I actually thought, in my childlike naivete/arrogance, that it was solely through my own efforts that life happened to me. After a few years of regular bouts of frustration, failure and despair (okay, it may have been more like 30 odd years. Some people are slow learners.) I started playing around with trusting the process, allowing and surrendering to the flow of life. Everyday, repeatedly, I would ask myself ‘what if this is perfect?’ And just for that moment, I would take my hands off the steering wheel and see what happened. Guess what? That steering wheel I was gripping so hard was just one of those back seat steering wheels you give your toddler so that they feel like they are helping…

This is what you must know, deep within your heart: The Universe conspires to bring you your very best life. Your job is to ask for help, listen to the answer and then act (or not) as the case may be. Our tendency is to try to plan, control, direct and influence the flow of life, with at best frustrating results and at worst disaster. Here’s the thing: we just don’t have enough information to run the show. It is much like asking a wave to coordinate the ocean.

Imagine, just for a moment, the complex intricacies of even the simplest task. Just getting to work in the morning depends upon countless interactions that have nothing to do with you and which you have no control over whatsoever. If today, the kids are sick, the bus is late, the traffic is banked up or your car won’t start, try not freaking out. Don’t go there. Imagine for one moment, that whatever is happening is perfect. Yes, perfect in ways that you have yet to understand. Try, for just this moment, saying to yourself, ‘yes, this is happening to me right now. What if this is actually perfect?’ And then just go with it. Whatever is happening, just go with it.

Just to help the message sink in, here’s a little story that I often think of when I am frustrated or worried about an apparent delay/obstacle/difficulty:

The head of a company survived 9/11 because
His son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was
His turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because her
Alarm clock didn’t go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike
Because of an auto accident.

One of them
Missed his bus.

One spilled food on her clothes and had to take
Time to change.

Car wouldn’t start.

One couldn’t
Get a taxi.

The one that struck me was the man
Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work but before.
He got there, he developed a blister on his foot.
He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today..

Now when I am
Stuck in traffic,
Miss an elevator,
Turn back to answer a ringing telephone…
All the little things that annoy me,
I think to myself,

This is exactly where
I’m meant to be
At this very moment

The Outsiders

Now, repeat after me:

All delay is Divine.


Love you guys! Have a beautiful day <3.


  1. This was just the virtual hug I needed today, Sara. I swear there’s a synchronicity at work here. 😉

    As I’ve been alluding to in my weekend edition posts, there’s been some upheaval in my world – the kind of stuff that makes you feel like the Universe is conspiring against you, UNTIL the energy shifts and the pieces click into place and you suddenly realize that the Universe knew EXACTLY what it was doing, and it was trying to help you out all along!

    Now, I know that sometimes we never get to see the WHY behind what happens, but I do believe that everything happens for a reason, even if we can’t figure out what it is. I try my best (though, sometimes it’s hard) to accept what’s happening even as I advocate for myself and my daughter and make sure I’m proactively pursuing what I want. I don’t know that I’ve ever let go of the steering wheel, but I do try to drive a little like I’m riding the vibes on a Ouija board … following the tugs and pulls that draw me to turn a little to the right here and a little to the left there.

    When I stop to think about it, it’s pretty darn amazing how many times things work out. 🙂

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    • Jamie ❤️ I’m so glad to see you here. I was just about to P M you because I was getting worried! I didn’t see a post from you the last couple of weeks (or did I just miss them? I hope not).
      I’m so glad this was useful to you. I know exactly what you mean. When I get glimpses of just how beautifully put together the whole thing is, I wonder why I even bother, seriously. And then, I forget again and go back to my backseat driving :). That feeling of slow comprehension as the pieces fall into place, that it wasn’t a conspiracy or punishment after all…priceless.
      Be well and have a good week Jamie xo

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      • Knowing that you were going to check up on me makes me feel like I’ve been hugged. 🙂
        Your metaphor is just perfect – backseat driver on a the toy steering wheel, trying to steer one way when the Universe is really trying to get us to go in the opposite direction. Love it.

        This all serves to remind me how important it is to be open and accepting, to stop with the constant snap judgments and preconceived notions. I often experience synchronicity, and each time I do I realize that the answer or solution or “miracle” was right there all along – just waiting patiently for me to come to my senses and recognize it for what it was.

        I’m thinking meditation will help me improve my “listening” skills so that I can pick up on these things sooner rather than later. Well see!

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      • Yes, you have been in my thoughts for weeks, and yesterday while I was at work you flashed in again. I thought to myself, right, I’m messaging Jamie when I get home, and then there was a message from you!
        And…me too! I need to create more silence so I can listen!

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  2. Boy, you really hit the nail on the head with this one. I’m so with you on this. Wish I had known it at your age, talk about slow learners… I reflect about ‘near misses’ and serendipity all the time and even though I didn’t have your words until now ‘what if this is perfect?’ is what I think. Beautiful. xx


    • Ah, thank you Ardys. I’m so please it resonated with you. I think most of us take a while on this one. Even when we know it, we forget it, then relearn it again. And again :). I’m sure it’s not just me!

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  3. I think there is a waiting list for the slow learners class… even though many of us have graduated.
    I have stories from both sides: where I did listen and delay served me well… with near misses that prickled the hairs on the back of my neck; and where I pushed things along and spent years living with then cleaning up the mess.
    I think for me it got better with age when I told my ego to rack off, stopped worrying about what other people thought and began to value my own counsel (and that of my higher self, guides, muses, etc).
    As Suddenly Jamie commented…synchronicity at work… your thoughts tie in with a piece I’m cobbling together. Interesting.

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    • A day for synchronicity! I like 🙂
      Oh yes…I have stories about pushing things through before their time, wilful creature that I am. It was when I read Eckhart Tolle and later Tosha Silver, that I started to let go and go with the flow. I still worry and fret at times, but much less and for shorter times. Practice makes perfect 🙂

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  4. I love your sentiments so much. Thankfully, I’m on the tail-end of the “why is everything against me” process so things are looking up (though the details are vague and I keep telling myself not to get my hopes up before any final confirmation). Still, I agree 100% with you that whatever happens to us usually are meant to be, even if they royally suck at the time. It’s always when we look back that we realize everything had to happen the way it did in order for us to be where we are today. “All delay is divine” –> the best four words I have heard all week. The alliteration helps too. 😉


    • Hi Lillian ❤️ if only there was another way we could understand our lives rather than after the event! I haven’t found it yet, but let me know if you do :).
      It’s got to be catchy, because our first instinct is to not be okay with anything that goes against what our mind has created. At least this way I can grab it before my ego goes into a full blown tantrum, and say All delay is divine like a mantra 🙂 it calms me down!


  5. Sara, I have to give your post some serious thought because it is so contrary to my normal view of things.I understand that when things don’t go as you wish, you have to accept that. You really have no choice, and you don’t want to waste energy lamenting that things didn’t work out. However, some events in your life are just so awful, so tragic, that it is extremely hard to accept them. But I suppose those are the things that you have to accept most. Practically speaking, delay can be valuable. I remember working on a book and having unbelievable problems writing one chapter. I worked at it and worked at it and worked at it, and it just did not take shape. But eventually it came to me, and the chapter turned out to be the best chapter in the book. So when I’m having trouble writing, I always think of that experience and try to accept the delay, expecting that it will lead to something fruitful. Your post reminds me of the title of a story by Tolstoy: “God Knows the Truth, but Waits.” So maybe in life, whether it be God or some other power, possibly something knows the truth, and we have to wait for it.

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    • “God knows the truth but waits.” Tolstoy, you genius. He wrote my post in six words! 🙂
      David, I know that men in particular find this way of thinking very challenging. My partner gets irritated just thinking about not being the one in full control :). For me, it’s about finding the right timing. Just like your story about your chapter, some things just have to wait. Sometimes there is a bigger narrative going on than the story we are telling ourselves. And also, most difficult to accept, sometimes the right action is to do nothing.
      Some things are extremely difficult to accept, I know that. But whether we accept them or not is completely irrelevant to the event itself. It’s already happened. Sometimes we may feel sorry for ourselves and say ‘why me?’ or ‘it’s not fair, this should never have happened.’ Resistance to reality can take on a slightly more subtle form and look like blame shifting, anxiety or guilt. And at the end of the day, none of those things change what has happened. This thing has happened – now what? It’s a very practical way of operating I think.
      Hey David, it’s rainy here, and 15 C. It’s been like that all week. What’s the weather like where you are?

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      • Sara, the weather hereabouts these summer days, unlike yours recently, is lovely. Mid 80s (F), clear skies, sunny. Here’s what you do here on such days. Yesterday my wife (you know Diana) went swimming while I wrote; then we went to an Italian restaurant buffet lunch; then to walk in the fantastic Chicago Botanic garden to look at swans, and then up north for hot fudge sundaes at a little wrought iron table while children played all around. The weather here in Chicago is volatile. The coldest wind chill had here is -82 degrees F, and the highest heat index temperature is 119 degrees F, so the range is more than 200 degrees. So we really appreciate these perfect summer days.

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      • Best. Weather. Report. Ever. ❤️
        I was right there with you.
        Plus, I thought Australia was the land of climate extremes. Apparently not!


  6. Yes! This! These days, when I’m delayed in traffic, I think about the fact that it could be keeping me out of a wreck. And I’ve had times when I’ve been pushing and pushing to get something done, only to be butting my head against a wall. Then I remember to just let go and let the universe do it’s thing. Usually works like a charm.


    • Gosh, it’s such a more relaxing way to live one’s life :). Things just seem to go so much easier when we feel how the flow is going rather than using our will to push things through!

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  7. The more I try to plan, control, direct and influence my life and those of others around me, the worse everything gets. Sometimes I think I should just give up and just let everything go…

    Yes I have. The strange thing is that earlier in my life that happened all the time. But lately it’s been working for me. Not sure what changed. But I suspect it maybe due to a change of mindset similar to this:

    “The Universe conspires to bring you your very best life. Your job is to ask for help, listen to the answer and then act (or not) as the case may be.”

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  8. Such a profound post Sara, these thoughts go much deeper than we generally think so, unfortunately we don’t stop to reflect, we have gone into a pattern of learning and living life. Yes, we loose the idea of living the moment we confine it to few things and try to plan everything, keep controlling and keep directing things the way we want it to be, and many times things just doesn’t happen the way we plan and expect, what do we do, do we accept and go along or do we resist and revolt till we get what we want and the way we want it. It is indeed very difficult to draw the line and follow a path.

    In life we realize that things happens and it happens for our good, and we have no way to prejudge and question the way things happen in our life, in fact we don’t have any control and we trained ourselves or we may be told that we have things in control but there is something called destiny and there is something called divinity that decides and determines how life proceeds and why certain things happen the way it happened, only in hindsight we have reasons and justice.

    The question we keeping pondering, why it has happened to me and why I am the victim but this question is what each one of us ask, so where is the impartiality or injustice of life happens to us only.

    Yes, there couldn’t have been a better case of how so many lives that was saved for reasons which has no justification and for which we would cursed and argued with many and something not in line with our general grain of thinking…

    Wonderful post and indeed very thought provoking…


    • Thank you Nihar <3.
      The question of whether we keep pursuing something through hell and high water, pushing through obstacle after obstacle to get what we want when it may or may not be Divine will is a tricky one. How do we know if we are being tested, or if it really is the wrong thing for us to be doing? I think in practice it feels different is the short answer to that one. I think about how different it feels to be engaged in a large but difficult project like a university degree (or writing a book) with all of its struggles and obstacles…but I am sustained in my heart by the knowledge that I am on the right path and I feel somehow supported in this choice. I think back to another time where I decided I wanted to live somewhere else, and the obstacles that the Universe threw up for me then, and it feels completely different.
      I'm glad you enjoyed the post Nihar xo

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      • Very well pointed out Sara, where to draw the line that we are being tested or we are on the wrong path, if we don’t differentiate we shall hit hard at the wall to no avail, it is not easy to spot the difference.

        Perhaps this comes with matured and learning what we call as the “art of living”, many have mastered this art of living and what they do they do it correctly or what comes their way prouduces result not the case with others, and it has happened many times we do the same way but we are not blessed with the desired result and we keep searching for the answer where as others have the joy in their basket.

        Maybe there is no right or wrong answer it is the context and destiny that determines everything but we cannot close our eyes and do nothing, we have do what we have experienced and what we want to experience with a proper balance of emotion, logic and some degree of intuition.
        It is indeed a lovely perspective to keep dwelling on and thanks so much Sara.

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  9. Oh my – I came here via Jamie’s Live to Write, Write to Live blog. Your words set off a light-bulb in my head about something that happened today!

    Thank you for reminding us all to trust our circumstances, always living from a place of love and compassion #HUGS


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    • Welcome Kitto! I just love Jamie and her writing, so a friend of hers is a friend of mine :). I am so glad this post resonated with you – and how good is the imagery in that final poem! Whenever I doubt that I am exactly where I need to be, I remember how I felt when I first read it. That sorts me out 🙂

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  10. Cultivating awareness around these wonderful concepts has been central to a more peaceful, gentle way in being in life. I don’t find it easy! but the inner truth of it speaks strongly from my soul, and life is better when I listen!

    Another tangent prompted also from the 911 quote…For me the role of the divine (or nature/cosmos/earth mother/immensity of life/death/life cycles) also speaks reassuringly to the death aspect of the life/death/life cycle: those who weren’t delayed and did die. It speaks of heart acceptance and seeking peace in the not knowing and that it ‘just is’. Its the way of this world, a life cycle above and beyond (yet part of which we are powerfully importantly linked) without any capacity for control. From this I can live peacefully enough, embraced and trusting in earths cycles.


    • “It speaks of heart acceptance and seeking peace in the not knowing and that it ‘just is’.” Yes, exactly that. the mantra of all delay is divine is what you said exactly. Whatever happens, if you were caught in the building or you missed work entirely, whatever, it just is. I can live peacefully enough with that too. What are our choices anyway? We can either be peaceful with it or not! Either way, it’s happening all around us, ready or not 🙂


    • I love those synchronicities Dawn – they make my day :). Plus, you know, it’s always something that you have to take special note of if the Universe repeats itself like that 🙂

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